I've heard writing about yourself helps get your mind straight.

I dont actually have a journal and nobody will ever read this that I have to worry about so here goes nothing.

This girl that I have met about two years and a half ago that at one point destroyed my conception of attachment to a person of the opposite sex come crawling back into my life this year. Of course this time I already feel nothing towards said girl so being the moral person I am give her another chance to be friends or whatever. But of course with this type of girl it's never like that so we end up messing around and even though I feel nothing towards her, I occasionally see her now and then. 

So that was background. Recently she started sharing in emotion terms toward me and I am unsure of how to feel. It seems like she is trying to draw sympathy but at the same time I can't make myself even empathize with her. She puts on this front like she wants to get serious but I know she doesn't because some of my friends that are also around in her crowd let me in on the fact that there's a guy that claims to be her boyfriend. 

What to do what to do.

And here arises the ethic dilemma. One part of me really wants to mess around and then throw it all in her face that I knew everything when she pisses me off. The other part of me wants to the right thing and just tell her to stop messing around and make a decision even though I know she isn't mature enough to do so. Or should I just roll with the punches.

until the next wind.

x67.